21. College kid. Amateur musician trying to turn it into a career. One chill dude.
You'll be finding I mostly post music I like, with the occasional tune of my own.New Stuff by Hotwax, AKA me.
My self-loathing is as high as it’s been in a while because I’m realizing that for whatever reason I just cannot bring myself to give 100% at things that are really important, like relationships and work.
I consistently come in 5-7 minutes late to the bookstore, and it’s been so prevalent that today my manager told me to just come in a half-hour later on Thursday because “clearly I can’t be on time at 8:30”.
She also expressed her doubts that I would be able to be in at 7:30 all next week once rush starts right to my face, and I really wanted to cry because I have this stupid fucking complex where I hate disappointing people but rarely do anything to change the problem. I only do 98% of what is expected of me, and that 2% gradually builds up and fucks me over every time, but then I wake up tomorrow and pull the same shit all over again. I hate myself.
this is not a problem for me though because when I see a donut I eat it
Bruised Skies - Hold You Through (feat Luke Howard)
Yet another gorgeous ambient piece from Bruised Skies, with Luke Howard on piano
Teen Daze - Ice On The Windowsill (Dazing remix)
Dazing adds an extra layer of beauty to this already excellent Teen Daze track!
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